(05-02-2012, 04:21 PM)Sforza Wrote: [ -> ] (04-26-2012, 10:00 PM)NiX Wrote: [ -> ]I think that guy and Jake will get along. 
Just read this now. I think if some 50-year old dude spoke to me enthusiastically about Miku, I'd smile cautiously and talk to him for about 2 minutes, then run away fast
Besides, ponies are the in thing now! Vocaloid was soooo last year 
so if a 50-year old dude talked to you about ponies, you won't run away? XD
rant: nasty heavy dose of depression from out of nowhere. just woke up feeling all gloomy and shit. >.< i need some chocolate.
rave: yay my tumblr has some content now.
^ Seems like you're bipolar. Random mood swings are one of its symptoms.
(05-03-2012, 08:18 PM)Goat Wrote: [ -> ]^ Seems like you're bipolar. Random mood swings are one of its symptoms.
that or manic-depressive, or eccentric, or crazy, or insane. i like insane. coz you know, in sane. so like, crazy inside being normal.
seriously tho, i went to a psychiatrist before and the findings were some chemical imbalance stuff. unfortunately, the medicine she gave me was too strong. this helped trigger a nervous breakdown. i went for a second opinion and i was taken off the strong medication and given something else. that's several years ago. im stable now...i think.
^If you're still around and like this in 10-ish years, wanna be my patient? XD
(05-04-2012, 09:24 AM)HayWire Wrote: [ -> ]^If you're still around and like this in 10-ish years, wanna be my patient? XD
Maybe you guys can just play video games inside your clinic and he'll walk away feeling better I bet
(05-04-2012, 09:10 AM)zero_kanipan Wrote: [ -> ]that or manic-depressive, or eccentric, or crazy, or insane. i like insane. coz you know, in sane. so like, crazy inside being normal.
seriously tho, i went to a psychiatrist before and the findings were some chemical imbalance stuff. unfortunately, the medicine she gave me was too strong. this helped trigger a nervous breakdown. i went for a second opinion and i was taken off the strong medication and given something else. that's several years ago. im stable now...i think.
Everybody gets depressed sometimes. I wish people could just turn off their brains once in a while, because introverts especially tend to brood over things way too much than what's healthy for them. Usually with humans and thinking it's either always off or always on.
(05-03-2012, 11:13 AM)zero_kanipan Wrote: [ -> ]so if a 50-year old dude talked to you about ponies, you won't run away? XD
I think I'd be too shocked to move. Just imagining it is making me shiver :|
(05-04-2012, 01:16 PM)Sforza Wrote: [ -> ]Maybe you guys can just play video games inside your clinic and he'll walk away feeling better I bet
Since video games were already proven to be effective in treating PTSD, I am pretty sure they would work for other psychological problems.
Rave: Final exams are over! Time to go back to finish Demon's Souls (two more worlds left)...
(05-04-2012, 01:16 PM)Sforza Wrote: [ -> ] (05-04-2012, 09:10 AM)zero_kanipan Wrote: [ -> ]that or manic-depressive, or eccentric, or crazy, or insane. i like insane. coz you know, in sane. so like, crazy inside being normal.
seriously tho, i went to a psychiatrist before and the findings were some chemical imbalance stuff. unfortunately, the medicine she gave me was too strong. this helped trigger a nervous breakdown. i went for a second opinion and i was taken off the strong medication and given something else. that's several years ago. im stable now...i think.
Everybody gets depressed sometimes. I wish people could just turn off their brains once in a while, because introverts especially tend to brood over things way too much than what's healthy for them. Usually with humans and thinking it's either always off or always on.
im an introvert so i know that quite well. while you cant really turn off your brain, i find just putting on headphones and blasting music makes me stop thinking. that or i watch pron mwhahahaha. i know. wtf right? but i dunno the repetitive motions sorta hypnotize me or put me in a trance like state.
It really does help to keep busy, though.
It keeps your mind off broody thoughts
@ Zero_kanipan:
Exercising also helps too in case you aren't doing it. Makes your mood much lighter for some reason. The harder part is willpower though.
RR is mostly composed of introverts anyway; even I can't turn my mind off when needed. If possible just try to vent it out on something more productive or lulzy, whatever works. You could say that you can just as easily lose yourself within your thoughts as much as how an extrovert can lose him/herself with loudmouthed bogus crap, so tread carefully.
Just find a good outlet for your stress. any activity should do as long as it relaxes you and makes you not think so much.
Reality Tv shows that you like and know are also a good way to relax. For me it was mostly anxiety attacks. Not very fun when it's late at night.
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Goat
when i was still on an 8 hour schedule i did weights. but now its really hard to find the energy to exercise after 12 hours of work and the rush hour commute (actually its the rush hour commute that drains me the most hahaha)
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Sirius140
i had to deal with anxiety attacks for a good year or so after i had a breakdown a few years back. i definitely agree it's not fun at all.
I just got back from enrollment and I also just got my schedule.
Rave:
According to my sched, I won't need to move from one room to another that much.
Rant/Rave:
A 1 hour and 20 minute break. Ang habaaaaa... o_O