(03-26-2010, 10:14 PM)Aruren Wrote: [ -> ]Uhh I just dunno man. I mean she's been kinda creepin me out as of late.
Today...
- She had no class.
- Visited me at the library anyway to return something
- Tried to arrange a meeting for something else.
- I thought she left after, but it turns out she was just hanging in the room next to us.
- She was asked to leave the room later, and ended up hanging out at our discussion room to charge her phone.
- Left at the same time I did even if the others were still there.
- I thought she went home but decided to do some project in the same area of where I was doing my work after I ate some dinner.
- She walked with us up to a the train station, up to the effing cashier, to accompany another friend that she is so fond of.
- I mean, she could've done that the entire day and not wait for the night.
- There are other things that I found out when I asked around that I'll omit.
- I decided not to freak out in front of my friends when she left because I honestly think that won't help.
SO I'M FREAKING OUT HERE WTF. There's a difference between cute obvious and extra-creepy.
But she can cosplay Miku well and dances nicely on youtube! D:
Scary to break up with yandere though
Where's the youtube dance? I wanna see too! PM please :3
RANT: Health update, since I wrote about it before. The doctor thinks my ear infection may be viral or allergic. Symptoms have improved, but the eustachian tube is still blocked. Aside from the eye thing, the antibiotics I took (Augmentin - in case the ear infection was from bacteria) has given me bad stomach cramps and diarrhea. The symptoms of the ear infection such as vertigo and fever are still going on and off but seem to be improving.
At the moment, I'm using antacids, loperamide, antihistamines, eye drops, ear drops and a nasal spray, all given to me by different doctors
It's really going to be a close call if I make it to Japan, because the trip really will be cancelled (for me) if any of the symptoms suddenly get worse.
Rant: Still kinda freakin' out. But I'm finally getting myself settled to sort the whole thing with her properly.
cannabis would help, but.....yea....
http://www.kindgreenbuds.com/medical-mar...rders.html
Medical Marijuana In The Treatment Of Digestive DisordersSource: Total Health Network Licensed users and growers of medical marijuana know that the plant can be used to treat a variety of diseases and symptoms related to the gastrointestinal system.
This isn't a bunch of stupid stoners trying to find a medical excuse to get high, folks, this is the real deal- the herb heals!
The use of medical marijuana to treat digestive system problems is time-tested, and is usually a safer intervention than the use of pharmaceutical drugs or surgery. Chronç—´ Disease, Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS), ulcers, constipation, diarrhea, nausea, anorexia, bulimia, acid reflux, and appetite loss are some of the diseases and conditions that medical marijuana patients have treated using medical marijuana. Studies indicate that cannabinoids in marijuana bind with cannabinoid receptors in the digestive tract, especially the small and large intestine, causing muscle relaxation, reduction of inflammation, analgesia, increased nerve-muscle coordination, anti-emesis, and relief of spasms such as those that cause nausea.
The chronic pain and spasms that accompany many gastrointestinal disorders are a life hindrance to those who suffer from IBS and other diseases.
Medical cannabis is a very effective pain reliever.
It blocks spinal, peripheral and gastrointestinal mechanisms that promote pain in IBS and related disorders. It also can be used against gastroesophageal reflux disease (acid reflux). When acid reflux occurs, gastric acids attack the esophagus.
The pharmaceutical medicines that doctors prescribe for this condition are in some ways as bad as the condition itself. They prescribe drugs like atropine, for example, which have severe side-effects.
If i was Canadian....well you know what i'd do. =D
something to consider in the future?
sayang, if the world was 'greener' Japan would've had some cannabis too.
unfortunately....history flowed the other way.
=(
(03-27-2010, 12:34 AM)Sforza Wrote: [ -> ]RANT: Health update, since I wrote about it before. The doctor thinks my ear infection may be viral or allergic. Symptoms have improved, but the eustachian tube is still blocked. Aside from the eye thing, the antibiotics I took (Augmentin - in case the ear infection was from bacteria) has given me bad stomach cramps and diarrhea. The symptoms of the ear infection such as vertigo and fever are still going on and off but seem to be improving.
At the moment, I'm using antacids, loperamide, antihistamines, eye drops, ear drops and a nasal spray, all given to me by different doctors It's really going to be a close call if I make it to Japan, because the trip really will be cancelled (for me) if any of the symptoms suddenly get worse.
srsly, just rest up man.
sleep earliar!! you posted this at 12am!! I'll be lonely in japan if you don't go!!! (so gay!)
LOL!! Herbs can help with sleep =D
ok i'm gonna stop being a "drug pusher" now.
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maybe =D
jake, i'm effing serious. just rest and save your strength for recovery. it'll suck big time if you won't be able to go.
*Sforza*
*status online*
=D
Senpai don't get sick I don't want to go to Japan without you!
Rave: I really love our new Armored Core Analog. Greats job
TS! By far, that was the best!
Damnit. Do you ever get the feeling that you just can't do things right. You start the day with a bad mood, thing just don't go your way, then you make a bunch of stupid mistakes that end up making things worse and you get even more irritated.
Somebody please just shoot me now.
That's happened to me, Fox. Ever since the beginning of this year.
I'm just thankful that it's not caused by RR, and hopefully, I don't cause it to happen to other RR members. <:3
(03-28-2010, 12:07 PM)Fox Wrote: [ -> ]Damnit. Do you ever get the feeling that you just can't do things right. You start the day with a bad mood, thing just don't go your way, then you make a bunch of stupid mistakes that end up making things worse and you get even more irritated.
Somebody please just shoot me now.
Whatever can go wrong, will go wrong. And if a single chain of events can go wrong, it will happen in the worst possible way.
It happens to the best of us, sadly. =/
(03-28-2010, 12:07 PM)Fox Wrote: [ -> ]Damnit. Do you ever get the feeling that you just can't do things right. You start the day with a bad mood, thing just don't go your way, then you make a bunch of stupid mistakes that end up making things worse and you get even more irritated.
Somebody please just shoot me now.
Not sure if this helps, but I found this poem most helpful on when I had an exceptionally bad day:
If, by Rudyard Kipling
Quote:If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;
If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!