Mental Repository (M.R.)

[Grim]

Rave: FINALLY got my SSS id! So pretty with all them squiggly lines, too bad I look like shit in it.

Four years into the working life, and I still don't have mine. How was the hell you had to go through to get it?

Nag followup ako dun sa SSS branch dun sa daan papuntang Bluewave.(kalimutan Korea tawag sa street XD) nagpapicture etc etc after 3? months eto na sya. No extra charge as far as I remember. Kilangan lang daw talaga sila kulitin.

Rant: Fuk u autocorrect!

Uy OK yun ah. Gawin ko nalang yun imbis na pumunta sa main SSS branch sa East Ave. Hahaha.

[clonezero]

Bakit Korea parin nakalagay dun kala ko na edit ko na un, leche talaga tong autocorrect na to.

[RoninFang]

random rave:

Just got home

Job interview went very well
Still have to go through another interview with the managing director though

But I think I spooked the interviewer a bit when they ask what’s with the umbrella sword...

LOL XD

let me put it this way interviewer asked whats with the umbrella sword, then he ask if i knew how to fight...i said yeah i used to practice, then he asked "cge nga lets say i try to punch you what would i do while he was doing a random punch action thing"

i replied calmly with a smile: "Sir were on the 25th floor i noticed your just in front of the glass wall of the building, i would probably have countered and pushed you torwards that glass even if the glass probably can take a huge impact and the glass wont probably break...still is nice thought though...can humans fly? :3"

interviewer: " sana hindi na lng ako nagtanong"

[medusa0]

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To be fair, he was asking for it by sitting in front of a glass window to begin with (that along with being unprofessional at an interview with a total stranger).

Rant:
Just my luck to sprain the wrist of my writing hand right before 5 back-to-back exams.

[zero_kanipan]

rant: blood in snot. five days on off fever.
rave: dengue test is negative.
rave: temp stabilized by sixth day.
rant: still coughing tho. thinking im developing asthma or something. gets really hard to breathe sometime.
rave: back at work \o/
rant: acquaintancezoned
rant: dunno if its a lie, or whatever, but its obvious shes pushing me away now.
rave/rant: strangely calm, undisturbed, almost unaffected deep down inside. yet at the same time i feel something is lost. something is terribly wrong. end up zoning out or having tunnel vision moments every now and then.
rant: random anxiety attacks getting more frequent again.

[HayWire]

@zero_kanipan
Get a lung/chest Xray.

[Serene]

@zero_kanipan
Get a lung/chest Xray.

I second. Also, It's stress. If you could take a week off, do it.

[Mjting]

@zero dude just rest. all we can say. no point in pushing self if it will be eventually detrimental.

[Shintetsu]

And the girl stuff - It ain't the end of the world bro. I'm not trying to be mean or anything, but if something isn't working then it isn't worth it.

Sometimes you've gotta lay back a bit, calm down, and think things through. When things settle down, then it's time to pick yourself up and work your way up from there.

[Serene]

Interview [for formalities, as I was told] this afternoon.
I cut my braid off myself and went to the barber. You guys will be seeing 2008-2009 Serene next time we meet gents.

[zero_kanipan]

i'll be heading to the doctor (different one. pulmo specialist) again in a few hours.
regarding the chest x-ray, our family doctor already confirmed that my lungs are clear. there's something screwy with my throat. prolly an allergy or something. will check with the doc if i should still get an x-ray.

as for rest. got that covered. already planned to file for vacation leave to get another week off. actually, worst case scenario is, if we don't get back to an 8 hour shift soon, i'll look for a new job.

as for the girl stuff. you're right. it ain't the end of the world. feels like it somewhat, but i know it isnt. just need to properly release the frustration/anger/depression/bad feels, which is hard to do considering the cough. best i can do is blast music and draw/color XD
based on yesterdays interactions, i will be backing off and cooling down. it's a lost cause.
still confused why some females consider asking them out such a huge crime o.O

thanks for all the concern. you guys and gals take care too o/

[Hell Heart]

Dude, her lose..

[Shintetsu]

If you feel like she's worth it though, do it again if you feel like it/have the balls for it. Courting isn't always black and white, you may have to be stubborn sometimes.

You'll just have to understand where to draw the line, as trying too hard is extremely awkward, among other things.

[Sforza]

Please don't give unsolicited advice to people who don't ask for it

[Serene]

Please don't give unsolicited advice to people who don't ask for it

Nyahaha.