Mental Repository (M.R.)

[zero_kanipan]

rant: kung kelan stuck sa trapik, tsaka humilab tyan mo. yung typical na mabilis na byahe ng 45 mins, naging 45 mins na impyerno >.<
rant: tapos lahat ng kanin mo later on, lalong nagpapahilab sa tyan mo

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rant: really really sucky at TLOU MP. or more like, just really really really fucking sucky at aiming with an analog stick. i know where i want to point my reticle, but for the life of me, it takes me forever to aim there. i can fucking railgun the shit out of what is pretty much moving dots in Q3, but i can't hit the broadside of a barn just a few feet away in TLOU >.<
rave?: had that moment that you have so much rage/frustration you're actually calm. no table flipping, no cussing, nothing. you just silently and properly exit and shutdown the system. curl up into a ball and question your reasons for living. rave coz it saved me from yanking out the controller's right analog stick.
rant: sleeping meds have no power over frustration and depression brought on by two hours worth of failure (and several months worth of pent up stress and shit and stuff.)
rant: late again for work.

i'm just gonna stay the fuck away from the MP for now. only have an hour each night free and don't want to waste it getting stressed or doing shit that will counteract the meds i take. if im gonna practice stick aiming, i'll prolly just run through borderlands 2 since i haven't played that yet.