10-18-2012, 02:20 PM
rant: blood in snot. five days on off fever.
rave: dengue test is negative.
rave: temp stabilized by sixth day.
rant: still coughing tho. thinking im developing asthma or something. gets really hard to breathe sometime.
rave: back at work \o/
rant: acquaintancezoned
rant: dunno if its a lie, or whatever, but its obvious shes pushing me away now.
rave/rant: strangely calm, undisturbed, almost unaffected deep down inside. yet at the same time i feel something is lost. something is terribly wrong. end up zoning out or having tunnel vision moments every now and then.
rant: random anxiety attacks getting more frequent again.
rave: dengue test is negative.
rave: temp stabilized by sixth day.
rant: still coughing tho. thinking im developing asthma or something. gets really hard to breathe sometime.
rave: back at work \o/
rant: acquaintancezoned
rant: dunno if its a lie, or whatever, but its obvious shes pushing me away now.
rave/rant: strangely calm, undisturbed, almost unaffected deep down inside. yet at the same time i feel something is lost. something is terribly wrong. end up zoning out or having tunnel vision moments every now and then.
rant: random anxiety attacks getting more frequent again.