Mental Repository (M.R.)

[zero_kanipan]

that or manic-depressive, or eccentric, or crazy, or insane. i like insane. coz you know, in sane. so like, crazy inside being normal.

seriously tho, i went to a psychiatrist before and the findings were some chemical imbalance stuff. unfortunately, the medicine she gave me was too strong. this helped trigger a nervous breakdown. i went for a second opinion and i was taken off the strong medication and given something else. that's several years ago. im stable now...i think.

Everybody gets depressed sometimes. I wish people could just turn off their brains once in a while, because introverts especially tend to brood over things way too much than what's healthy for them. Usually with humans and thinking it's either always off or always on.

im an introvert so i know that quite well. while you cant really turn off your brain, i find just putting on headphones and blasting music makes me stop thinking. that or i watch pron mwhahahaha. i know. wtf right? but i dunno the repetitive motions sorta hypnotize me or put me in a trance like state.