Mental Repository (M.R.)

[RoninFang]

rant:

there goes mom again XD

she isn't the one that goes job hunting

mom: dapat nag aral ka na lng web design kasi yan ang uso
me: i did i flunked terribly nung college, its not my thing, i tried again didn't turn out well again, pointless focusing on a skill which i am not good at and hate at the same time
thinking in my mind "i really don't care what is uso/popular what ever works if i am good at it ill focus mostly in 3d, and a bit of other skills that would help but mostly 3d"

a few days ago

mom: dapat magaling ka sa photography yan pinaka important

me thinking "1: you never took a 3d artist job test or do any kind of 3d graphics, 2: i already asked from professionals/forums and heck even companies/studios that i applied for and didnt pass what i need to work on none of them mentioned photography kinda pointless being good at photography because i am not applying as a photographer. 3. since she loves photography she is bound say photography is most important...you know the kind of thinking when you love something you already assume that's the most important thing"

then again earlier

mom: mag start ka na lng sariling mong studio madali naman eh
me thinking ...."MONEY hello you need to start up something, two were already facing family problems issues right now, three now is not the best time...need to focus on securing that job oppurtunity at toon city and maybe in time but not now."

man i wish i have a time machine and jump to october-november already XD