Mental Repository (M.R.)

[Goat]

Rant:

PLDT is getting sloppy with their service again and won't even let me finish one fucking round in DS2, so I might as well kill time with RR. Also played DS2 on Hardcore difficulty without saving, and got killed in Chapter 5-6 during the supposed first encounter with the stalkers. I was supposed to save right before the second tripod battle. Not gonna reattempt this for a few days.



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I'm with RF - the point is, it doesn't matter how few or plenty of friends you have, as long as you enjoy your life, it doesn't matter. Tbh, you need to get used to it (getting left out, awkwardly meeting people, etc). You can either shoulder that pain or anxiety you have and get used to it or you could just blend in with them, your call. Just make sure it doesn't make you any dumber. Learned it the hard way during my early years in college. Then one of the harder situations you'll need to face are when you're already at work (currently 1/2 year before graduating).

Face it, you won't be able to take the annoying stuff away. I'll admit, I hate nice people (or people trying to be nice/play nice) - currently someone in school has been frequently approaching me and trying to be nice, and I don't want to be approached unless they're my circle of friends, or if I like them, but you're better off giving them a chance. If someone is really going beyond your tolerance, berate the retard at your will, as either choice will have penalties and benefits of their own anyway.