Mental Repository (M.R.)

[zero_kanipan]

i'll be heading to the doctor (different one. pulmo specialist) again in a few hours.
regarding the chest x-ray, our family doctor already confirmed that my lungs are clear. there's something screwy with my throat. prolly an allergy or something. will check with the doc if i should still get an x-ray.

as for rest. got that covered. already planned to file for vacation leave to get another week off. actually, worst case scenario is, if we don't get back to an 8 hour shift soon, i'll look for a new job.

as for the girl stuff. you're right. it ain't the end of the world. feels like it somewhat, but i know it isnt. just need to properly release the frustration/anger/depression/bad feels, which is hard to do considering the cough. best i can do is blast music and draw/color XD
based on yesterdays interactions, i will be backing off and cooling down. it's a lost cause.
still confused why some females consider asking them out such a huge crime o.O

thanks for all the concern. you guys and gals take care too o/