03-27-2011, 03:43 PM
After being delayed for so long, I finally took the certification test.
I passed it. Barely, but passed it.
It was a long drawn out battle, but honestly I feel like I didn't give it that much effort in studying for it. That's why I'm also feeling guilty about my colleague not passing, when I witnessed first-hand how much more he gave into studying and preparing for it than me.
On the other hand, I'll forever be thankful to God for giving me this. It was a gift. And also to all those who supported and prayed and believed in me, to those who always countered with "Hindi pwede! Kayang kaya mo yan!" when I told them that I felt like I was surely going to fail. They were a lot.
Now though, I'm a bit confused. I believe this is part of some sort of plan, but the fact still remains that my heart isn't fully in SAP yet (it's still in graphic design/carpentry). So what does this mean?
I passed it. Barely, but passed it.
It was a long drawn out battle, but honestly I feel like I didn't give it that much effort in studying for it. That's why I'm also feeling guilty about my colleague not passing, when I witnessed first-hand how much more he gave into studying and preparing for it than me.
On the other hand, I'll forever be thankful to God for giving me this. It was a gift. And also to all those who supported and prayed and believed in me, to those who always countered with "Hindi pwede! Kayang kaya mo yan!" when I told them that I felt like I was surely going to fail. They were a lot.
Now though, I'm a bit confused. I believe this is part of some sort of plan, but the fact still remains that my heart isn't fully in SAP yet (it's still in graphic design/carpentry). So what does this mean?
"Let's fight... like gentlemen." - Dudley, SF3
