08-20-2007, 10:30 AM
You're not alone dude. Geek and proud of it! 
The problem with the kind of lifestyle that i live is that there's not much room for anything else aside from my hobbies, my sleep and my daily routine (which now revolves around the unholy hours of my work sked) and whatever else i manage to squeeze in. I meet girls here and there and there are even a few in the office who like anime but relationships are rather difficult to start, let alone mature into something that will lead to a new future.
I'm not really into those kinds of relationships where it all starts out with flying sparks and fiery explosions. Nope, the kind of relationships i envision would be one that's totally unexpected. The kind where you don't even realize that you're getting close to the person. The one that starts out slow and steady until one day you realize that the peson you've gotten to know over the past few months (or weeks, if you want it a bit quicker) has already worked their way into your heart and you've already fallen for them without even knowing it.
*Sighs*
It's real painful too, at times. Like this girl who's also into anime in the office is pretty popular with some of the guys. Her being cute too is a downfall because i find myself competing with around five other males for her attention. Good thing i've got a certain advantage over the othes but still... it just seems hopeless at times.
Damnit, maybe i'm just a real hopeless romantic deep inside. It's like i'm searching for something that out of my reach, or doesn't even exist at all.
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Holy crap, shouldn't this post be in the Rant/Rave section or something!? Sorry.
The problem with the kind of lifestyle that i live is that there's not much room for anything else aside from my hobbies, my sleep and my daily routine (which now revolves around the unholy hours of my work sked) and whatever else i manage to squeeze in. I meet girls here and there and there are even a few in the office who like anime but relationships are rather difficult to start, let alone mature into something that will lead to a new future.
I'm not really into those kinds of relationships where it all starts out with flying sparks and fiery explosions. Nope, the kind of relationships i envision would be one that's totally unexpected. The kind where you don't even realize that you're getting close to the person. The one that starts out slow and steady until one day you realize that the peson you've gotten to know over the past few months (or weeks, if you want it a bit quicker) has already worked their way into your heart and you've already fallen for them without even knowing it.
*Sighs*
It's real painful too, at times. Like this girl who's also into anime in the office is pretty popular with some of the guys. Her being cute too is a downfall because i find myself competing with around five other males for her attention. Good thing i've got a certain advantage over the othes but still... it just seems hopeless at times.
Damnit, maybe i'm just a real hopeless romantic deep inside. It's like i'm searching for something that out of my reach, or doesn't even exist at all.
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Holy crap, shouldn't this post be in the Rant/Rave section or something!? Sorry.
"May those who accept their fate find happiness. May those who defy their fate find glory."
