09-25-2009, 09:52 PM
Could being true to myself also mean being more inconsiderate? The result of me doing that would be creating a consequence from a consequence. The first being the consequence of taking something beyond my ability too far, then the consequence of being inconsiderate, and thinking for myself alone.
Well, she said something for good measure, since she knows that I over-think about stuff.
"Magbasa ka muna ng Manga."
She can be point-blank at times, but she still means well. *sigh*.. Yeah, love and all, but can I handle the responsibility of having to undertake the religion as well? Can I be strong enough to hold my sanity in while doing that? Trying to force her to look the other way is futile.
Or do I just stop because I might have just brought this way past the point where it should have stopped? I can't find the answer now, the coming year might hold something for me to go with.
I know no one else of whom I can talk to about this, and I'm obviously not supposed to be posting about this here, but I could use all the help I can get.
Well, she said something for good measure, since she knows that I over-think about stuff.
"Magbasa ka muna ng Manga."
She can be point-blank at times, but she still means well. *sigh*.. Yeah, love and all, but can I handle the responsibility of having to undertake the religion as well? Can I be strong enough to hold my sanity in while doing that? Trying to force her to look the other way is futile.
Or do I just stop because I might have just brought this way past the point where it should have stopped? I can't find the answer now, the coming year might hold something for me to go with.
I know no one else of whom I can talk to about this, and I'm obviously not supposed to be posting about this here, but I could use all the help I can get.
