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never tried flickr but i went with imgur a long time ago. matagal nang kumag yang photobucket, sobrang grumabe lang as of late

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09-09-2017 04:15 AM
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I noticed I'm getting more productive after setting up a standing workstation about three weeks ago, but it's a painful experience.

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09-18-2017 07:24 PM
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I want to try that out too. I did that before at my uncle's place and not sitting really keeps you up.


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09-20-2017 06:27 PM
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It's best doing it in the morning. If you walk a considerable distance getting home then you'd better be sitting down by mid afternoon.

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09-20-2017 07:46 PM
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MASSIVE RANT: (also contains grammatical errors)
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who the fuck was i kidding? get through all of inktober? wishful thinking. stress myself everyday coming up with a new drawing, get handcramps, get pissed at every little interruption, yell at people at home, for what? a handful of likes? a lot of people spout the whole "draw for yourself" shit like it's some holy law. sorry but my brain isnt wired that way. it's not like i dont value my work, i do. but it feels fucking depressing if no one can be bothered to even glance at the stuff i make. i mean fuck, it isn't some novel you have to spend hours reading, or a 15 minute video. it's a fucking drawing. two seconds to look at, one second to click a fucking button. and yet, it seems no one has the seconds to care. i know it's NOWHERE near the quality of all the other artists out there. but no nothing, not even moral support. ohohoho, but share some fucking meme with no effort at all, and boom! lots of likes and even shares. some silly picture with humorous text is worth more than the result of 11 years of creative endeavors. oh! but if you stop challenging yourself, you won't grow. so fucking what? i've already accepted this is just a hobby, a pastime. my life or livelihood doesn't depend on my skill in it. it doesn't matter if my skill doesnt improve. what matters is what little self-confidence i have is not regularly shattered by another ignored post. and if i am really to "draw for myself" shouldn't i be doing it to have fun. well, i'm not having fun. laying awake unable to sleep coz i cant come up with an idea for a drawing is not fun. waking up and hurrying everything just so i can start drawing is not fun. not doing the stuff that i actually find fun just so i can draw is, can you guess it? NOT FUN. the only thing that could make up for the lack of fun is some form of validation. and while im thankful for 2 to 5 people who do like the stuff i make, it's hardly enough for the effort involved. also, if i wanted to have fun creating stuff, i'd play minecraft instead. or space engineers. no one ever saw the castles, towns, massive pixel art structures, and other shit i made there, but i had fun. or the spaceships i made, asteroid mining craft i put together, and other space shit, which was also fun. im guessing it's because there's functionality attached to these creations. the automated wheat farm does it job likes or no, but a drawing unlooked at fails at its purpose of gathering someones attention and conveying its story.

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10-06-2017 04:06 PM
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Shoji Kawamori actually held a workshop in that god forsaken country of ours last month Facepalm

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10-28-2017 12:09 PM
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(10-28-2017 12:09 PM)J.E_Magog Wrote:  Shoji Kawamori actually held a workshop in that god forsaken country of ours last month Facepalm

Ganun na ako ka-out of the loop. Talaga? Kelan daw nangyari yun?


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10-30-2017 08:58 PM
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Late august pa pala nangyare to.

https://animephproject.com/2017/09/11/ev...nila-2017/

Kainis nga e, last year nasa New Zealand sya, malapit lapit din pero huli nang nabalitaan Facepalm
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10-31-2017 12:13 AM
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Tagal na pala. Sayang.

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11-01-2017 05:28 PM
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RANT - BAKIT BA LAMPAS ISANG TAON NA PERO YUN PA DIN YUNG KAISA-ISANG BAGONG MIYEMBRO DITO!?!?!?


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01-09-2018 07:41 PM
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HAHAHAHAH WHAT THE FUCK

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01-10-2018 06:56 PM
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rant: tl;dr; won't be able to reliably play online games at home for the next two years.

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current net connection can only support one online PC game at a time, specifically my niece playing Siege. unfortunately, Converge doesn't cover our area so getting a better connection that way is out. PLDT Fiber is also out because we are still locked into their DSL plan (last year, father got talked into some upgrade plan that has a 3 year lock in period). we could upgrade to fiber now but that means we have to pay off the penalty. of course, that's a waste of cash (also kuripot si erpats so ayaw nya). i could get my own connection, but cant coz im currently unemployed. can't go get a job coz i need to take care of my mom. so yeah, currently agreed upon plan is to wait 'til the lock out period is done. hopefully, Converge would have expanded by then and our place is covered. failing that, we upgrade to PLDT Fiber.

for now, i uninstalled the online games i have on the laptop (MWO, Overwatch). seeing games i can't really play would just stress me out, plus i could use the drive space to install stuff i can actually play. also thinking of renting PCs at gaming cafes if ever i need a fix of online gaming. prolly gonna go back to League of Legends since i don't want to login my steam/blizzard account on a public computer. alternatively, play mobile games instead. they prolly don't demand as much upload bandwidth. i can also simply get a data promo from smart/globe for around the same price as going to a gaming cafe.


rant: while i was thinking of alternative ways i can play online games, i realized there is a considerable lack of pc gaming rental shops where i live. sure, there's a piso-net near our house, but there's no other rental place for near on a kilometer. i'm guessing it's because there used to be two elementary schools in the neighborhood. plus, our side of tandang sora connects to katipunan which runs thru two universities.

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03-02-2018 10:00 PM
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Maybe catch up on the single player games you missed?


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03-03-2018 02:31 AM
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(03-03-2018 02:31 AM)Serene Wrote:  Maybe catch up on the single player games you missed?

that's the plan Smile

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03-03-2018 03:03 PM
Post: #5880

We're still here, we're still alive.

Thinking about Pacific Rim Uprising, how to code JS, and a bunch of other stuff I can't seem to organize as of yet.

Also, I can't believe that certain snack foods still get sold out. More on that later.


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