rant: im a liar. no, im not fine. no, im not over it. yes it fucking hurts. yes ive been keeping myself from letting go. no i havent properly cried it out. yes im having panic attacks.
rant: CRAWLING IN MY SKIN!!! THESE WOUNDS THEY WILL NOT HEAL!!!
rant: fuck my life.
rave: allergy induced cough is slowly calming down.